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The biantai called me today again. this is so sad. i already deleted him is facebook. why is he still calling me? it is not that i am very bad to ask him to go and find other ppl and disturb other ppl but he have like so many ppl in in facebook account why he go call me again? EEK! 真是个死变态!

It's like the second day of school today. I've been waiting for school to start. i just don't like the part about handing in the homework. thinking about it makes me stress. but i just cannot stop thinking about the homework i've not done. k. whatever. i shall stop talking about homework and making myself freak out. k. but wait. i shall just remind myself that i should do my 长文缩短 later. and i must do my yuedu thingy and redo my bio sia tmr!!! k. shut up homework.

hmmm... what should i talk about then? erm. erm. erm. oh. i think i should start training maybe next week. my knee is like still swollen and warm. idk whether it will be better next week but i think should be can lah. i should train my left leg thigh muscle and make it as strong as my right leg. i think it's because my left leg is weak that's why i tore the ligament. so i must train is to be stronger then maybe there's no need to do the another operation. which also means that i just leave my ligament torn which is scary. whatever.

and oh. another sad thing i suddenly think of. yesterday we received the schedule for the 2nd block test. it's like i finally took the schedule for the first block test out from my folder for not very long then now have a new piece of paper already. totally no chance for me to put my jiro picture that i planned to do. DX sad right. 一个接一个 好惨啊！

pt is like so gross. with moustache! eek!!!!!! change the way he look! for what?! nobody ask him to change lor... unless he is like trying to attract some ppl...

lol
haha. i shall try to enjoy the life of term 3 eek!

and oh. chinese new year next year is on 14/2 valentines' day! haha

crazy me

hmmm... i realise i didn't post about me cutting my hair. yes. i've cut my hair. it's like so short now. but actually i didn't really feel that it's a lot of difference. perhaps other ppl will feel that i look very different. but i've been staying at home so not a lot of ppl have seen my new hair. perhaps i shall take a pic some day and change my dp on FB and windows live messenger.

It's like one more day to school reopen. OMG. I keep telling myself that i should do my homework but i just cannot get on to do it. RAWR. I think i am dead about my chinese compo. it's like i don't even have an idea about what/how to write. why did the teacher give us this kind of question? Aiyo. tsk. but i managed to finish my bio sia by anyhow doing it. does anyone know how to write the report for math written task (the bowl one)? lol. and i think i give up on my LA compre already. first question, the scenery... then idk how to write already. haiix. sian. ahhhh....

i'm going to get my results for my ballet exam later. hmmm. i wonder what i will get this time. rawr. i don't think i can even dance anymore. so this will be like my last exam. Eek! RAWR

how come our school no e-learning. i think they should give us e-learning lor. since like so many ppl from our school go overseas during the holidays. sure a lot of ppl have the LOA one. then might as well everyone stay at home... haha. i am like talking crap.

i'm like so bored. i don't dare to use my laptop liao cause i scared my mum go confiscate my laptop (AGAIN). and i don't want to do my homework even though i think i should do it. ahhhh. aiyo. i don't know lah. i am getting crazy already. i think about the homework i have then damn sian already. sian sian sian. i hope school starts soon. then i can get over the sian-ess of the holidays. then won't have to think about so much homework also...

i think i am like getting very slack already. i must try and get myself out of the slack mood mannn. if not arh... the next block test die liao. whatever. aiya. IDK LAH. RAWR. i am like to irritated by myself. perhaps i will get crazy soon. 精神分裂 man. seriously.

i am getting crazy. SAVE ME!!!~

there you go...

not really a lot of things happening recently.

hmmm... about school work, i finally finish my IH assignment. great achievement. hah. and i sort of did my bio assignment yesterday at kap. don't want to do already. LA compre... idk. lol. maybe i should do my math concept map tmr or later.

school is starting next week. confirm no extended holidays. actually i didn't really want the extended holidays cause i heard there will be no september holidays if they extend the holidays not. I wanted e-learning more. can use com. haha. yay. nicer lor. But i heard there is one h1n1 case from our school. but i think that doesn't mean anything lor. it doesn't increase the possibility of getting the school closed or something. if it's confirm that means they will quarantine the person wad. so it's impossible that the person come to school and spread to other ppl. unless before they confirm she got the virus, she go some where do project and go spread to some other ppl from our school. then the person still come to school. which i also don't think it will be possible cause they will quarantine the people who comes in touch with the infected person. unless... the person forget that she go talk/meet other ppl.

in anyway, i think i should focus on finishing all my homework by.... hmmm... idk. but i think i will only finish all the homework by this week. which means this sunday. (as sheryl and i have discussed, everyone will chiong on the last day... hahaXD)

yay. now you have something to read, sheryl.
haha.

my sis is going to tell me the story about AYG. yesyes....

I am bored again. After youtube-ing for idk how long. I'm not really going onto facebook recently. Just bored about it. wow. I am finally bored about facebook. Maybe I'm just too free online that facebook doesn't excites me anymore. There are more stuff on youtube. Anyway it's just 康熙来了. nothing else. Pretty lame actually. Me watching kangxilaile and getting addicted about it. So Lame. I cannot stand it myself. Perhaps when school starts, I will start getting to my facebook again.

Went to see the doctor again today. The doctor didn't really say anything. I skipped my physiotherapy on monday because I thought I could do it myself. And I 'threw away' my crutches and decided to walk without it. The doctor just laughed. He keeps on calling me 小妹妹. idk why. haha. I don't look very xiao right? but anyway, he just gave me more MC (until september) and reminded me to go for my physio and take out my stitches next friday. And I won't be seeing my doctor until august. :O

I wonder how they remove the stitches. seem interesting. What is the stitch made of anyway? Because when my mum drop the yellow solution (the one that prevents the infection and the one ppl refuses to add when they have wounds) on my wound the stitches amazingly turned blue. The yellow solution thing is actually iodine. Which means that the stitch has starch!!! :O very amazing right. I think so. unless... idk. at first the stitches were brown then they turned blue. I swear they are blue. if not you can see it tmr. (wait i must check first. whether they are really blue still... yes thay are..) okay. I want to remove my stitches!!! I am waiting. XD

erm. yes. i am going for training tmr. yay. to sit down at the side. so pro right. I'm not supposed to train anyway. I'm not sure for how long. Actually the doctor said i cannot do judo at all. which is sad. i think after a while i should just rawr. you know start training. just don't run lah. if not, i feel retarded. and my mum will ask me to quit judo because i am not doing anything at all. >.< eek. don't want to think about it.

I've finally read finish the book 《妈，亲一下》 by 九把刀. quite interesting lah. phew. yay.

bb
i am going offline to enjoy the world again :D

BIAN TAI

last night, at 5 something am there was some weird person who called/sms me. idk who. but he knows my name and ask me to help him. weird lah. so i called him back. when he answered, he never say anything but i just keep hearing some weird noise like knocking blahblah. but luckily after a while he didn't reply/call me anymore. but i wanted to find out who he is and how he knows my name etc. so i went so search the number online then i saw this girl's wordpress. she just directly type the phone number out lah. and say is some guy's phone number that she added in facebook. and the girl described that guy as some despo facebooker. then i was like. :O facebook. is it i anyhow add people or something. so i quickly go my facebook phonebook. then i scroll down then i saw that number. 83999368. i can memorise already lor. i was like SHIT. that guy's name is Sim Deca. i think. weird name. then i click the information tab. say something like I like girls blahblah stuff. i wonder why i never read the information when i added the person. argh retarded me. i think it's because i see like so many common friends so just add the person without realising that he is some bian tai SHIT. so i quickly deleted the person to prevent such stuff from happening again. so the person is really a BIAN TAI.

beware of BIAN TAIs in facebook. rawr

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so long never blog already. rawr.

idk what to blog about also.

everyday stay at home and rot.

whatever. haha

my day in the hospital. :D

yay. i am back home again. yesterday actually. i'm now using crutches to walk around which is like so bu fang bian. D: the doctor said i can put 50% of my weight on my left leg which is my injured leg. so i can still kind of walk with my left leg lah. i hope i can get rid of my crutches soon. it's just very bu fang bian lor.

i was supposed to stay in the hospital for 2 days. but i think the doctor see i recover so fast then he let me come home earlier. better lor. save money. and don't have to stay in the hopsital. so boring and nothing to do. very noisy also. especially at night. the nurses will shout very loud to wake up the ah ma because most of the time the ah ma all cannot hear properly. the nurses will be like "ah ma ah ma..." blah blah. then cannot sleep properly also. and cannot watch tv also. cause there is no tv to watch. when i had nothing to do, i play my sims2 hah. luckily i brought my laptop and my sims2 CD. if not i really nothing else to do liao.

basically, staying in the hospital is really boring. Luckily i'm out already.

When I went to the hospital on thursday morning, as soon as i admitted into the hospital, i change to the operation gown thing already. because the nurse say i am the second in the list to so the operation. So after that was just wait and wait. until some one pushing the bed to my ward come. then i went up the bed and i was pushed away, lying on the bed. It was quite fun actually, getting to be pushed on the bed. haha. my ward was on the 6th floor and the operating theatre was on the 3rd. so we had to take the lift. then for some reason, the people pushing me didn't press the button. so the lift went up instead of going down. then more people came into the lift. the lift was the staff lift. so i guess all the nurses were probably used to taking lifts with patients who are going to be operated on. but for me it was kind of weird. i was like staring at the people like. o.o i just feel weird. it's like i am lying on the bed waiting to be pushed to the operating theatre but i am stuck in the lift. :O haha. when i reach the 3rd floor, i was pushed into some room with a lot of pushable beds. lol. then some one came and ask me what's my name, what time was my last meal, etc. then i was pushed to operating theater 3 if i remember correctly. it was acutally a room outside the operating theatre and not the operating theatre itself. i waited there for quite long actually. i think it's for the doctors and nurses to prepare for the op. the nurse go stick something on my body. idk what lah. then the doctor attempted to put the needle into my hand. he inject something to numb my skin first then poke the thick needle i think. but his first attempt failed. so sadly, i have to inject another needle. which means pain another time. lol. then the nurse attached the drip thing on my needle. i waited and waited and waited. and soon when the doctors were ready, they pushed me into the real operating theatre. they pushed me next to another bed in the room. and guess what? they asked me to climb over to the bed myself. lol. >.< haha

then the doctor inject the anesthesia. then i went to sleep after the few seconds. lol. haha.

when i woke up i was in a room with other patients who just finish their op i think. not really sure. i just remembered i was really really cold. then a few seconds after i woke up i was pushed away to my original bed. then i think i got changed into the hospital shirt. i think i cannot really remember what happened clearly because the anesthesia hasn't really gone off yet. i just felt really tired and sleepy after the op. during dinner time, when i finally could eat something. and it was chicken lor. i wanted to eat. but when i sat up on my bed. i just felt very dizzy. then i see the chicken like so nice and i wanted to eat the chicken. so i ate a little bit of the chicken. then i sort of tasted like the taste of some disgusting thing i think it's the anesthesia thing. so i didn't eat anymore cause it's like so gross. so i lied down on my bed to rest/sleep. then i wanted to go to the toilet. i sat up and sat on the wheelchair my mum pushed for me to the toilet. then after i do my business, i felt like vomitting. so i vomitted in the sink. which is quite sad. cause all my chicken i ate went into the sink. D: haha.

that's about what happened before and after the op. it's quite an interesting experience. haha
yay. i should stop using the com le. later my mum scold me. :o

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Thank you to everyone who wished me well. :D I hope I will get well soon too. I won't die tmr (I think). LOL. I watched a video on the knee arthroscope thing which I am going to do tmr on youtube just now. elaine gave me the idea. she said she saw some woman doing operation on the knee on television yesterday and the she had two holes on her knee. I think that's about the same as what is going to happen to me tmr...

The doctor said I am not supposed to eat after 12midnight today. Until after the op i think. LOL. sad. no breakfast tmr. and must reach the hopsital at 8am. so early lor. still must bathe before going. o.o that means i must wake up very early tmr. haixx.

idk what to bring to the hospital tmr. this is retarded. >.< i borrowed about 6 books from the library today. (including the ones i need for my baozhangyuedu thing). I guess i will have time to read in the hospital. Maybe i should bring my doraemon laptop there. is there internet in the hospital? then i can go online hah. in that case, i don't think i will read anymore. haha.

i just feel very weird today. training and everything. and thinking that i am going to do surgery tmr, and after that i have to go on crutches. eek! how am i going to survive lor. >.< i just don't feel like doing anything today. esp. when i think about what is going to happen tmr and after tmr. lol.

whatever.

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I actually planned to do my homework today. My mum says i should try and finish my homework before i go for the operation because after that I cannot move around easily. Even though I don't understand how moving around easily is related to doing homework. I shall try to do my math written task (or even the concept map) and my LA compre by today since I've slacked a lot yesterday.

I think I feel quite nervous/scared/excited/idk about the operation. I don't want to be handicapped!!! Eek! I think I should train tmr and on wednesday. If not, I don't know when I can ever train again. lol. seriously. I think my mum wants me to quit judo after this year. But idk what to do. rawr. whatever. shouldn't think about this. yes, i should be happy/whatever.

And after posting this entry, i shall turn off the laptop and try to do my homework. Or maybe I should go eat something first. yay.

I am a slacker. Yay. XD

me knee

Went to see the doctor again today to see my results of my MRI. The report says that my "anterior cruciate ligament is completely torn" and "there is a bucket-handle tear of the medial menicus".

The anterior cruciate ligament is one of the 4 ligaments in the knee and it's completely torn. >.<>.< but I am not going to fix my ligament yet. because the doctor said it's not very neccessary.

I am going to fix my medial meniscus. Ahahah. lol. The medial meniscus is like a padding between the thigh bone and the lower leg bone. My medial meniscus is torn so either I have to remove it or sew it back depending on the situation. And by fixing the medial meniscus, I can straighten my leg again. XD haha.

I am going for surgery next thursday. O.O staying in the hospital for 2 days. then after that i think i cannot train at all liao. actually i am not supposed to train at all already lor. but... whatever. sir is going to say i fake again. =.=

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I managed to finish answering 1(a) of my IH assignment yesterday. I gave up on part (b) because all my notes on similarities blah were filed up in my IH file in school. Maybe when I decided to remember how to do it then I shall start on my IH assignment again.

I've added a wishlist at the side. Even though I am not very sure what I want. LOL. I just randomly add some stuff that I think I want. Haha.

I'm like playing puzzle pirates recently due to my extreme boredom... ? Is there such a thing? Whatever. It just means that I have nothing else to do now. Facebook is getting quite boring. :O Maybe I should watch 终极三国 or something. whatever.

blahblahblah...

river flows in you

This is a video of the song River Flows in you by Yiruma. It's a really nice song. I hope I can play it although it seems a little hard to play. But I shall try my best. hah. XD



I'm so excited. XD