For some reasons i just read my old posts. And i am amused by myself. haha.
I must not be so emo when i blog seriously.
I must blog about lame stuff! HAH!
Sunday, January 31, 2010
Friday, January 29, 2010
120th post
went to the doctor today.
[for some reason i think i blog most about my injured knee] XD
i am going for the op during march which is like about 2 months (less than 2 months actually) the surgery is like damn scary i realise after i go google it. the doctor didn't make it so scary. IDC lah. sian. still got so long. during march then i shall start to worry. haha. yay.
sheryin says i am emo when i blog. hahah. i just blog about emo stuff. lol
i shall be happy byebye.
[for some reason i think i blog most about my injured knee] XD
i am going for the op during march which is like about 2 months (less than 2 months actually) the surgery is like damn scary i realise after i go google it. the doctor didn't make it so scary. IDC lah. sian. still got so long. during march then i shall start to worry. haha. yay.
sheryin says i am emo when i blog. hahah. i just blog about emo stuff. lol
i shall be happy byebye.
Saturday, January 23, 2010
119th
yesterday was crazy. i slept at 1am on thurday night/friday morning to chiong R&R. even though the last one was like totally screwed. IDC. woke up at 5am in the morning. sleeping for 4 hours is equivalent to not sleeping at all. I had weird dreams. >.< shall not try to explain cause i am lazy to try to rmb what they were.
I was kinda satisfied since I managed to finish my 6 R&Rs one time. So i thought that i could just survive training and go home and sleep. training was horrible. everyone was like sian okay. haixx. and i got my knee injured again. like sprain. painful sia. i almost cried. like seriously. argh. i think maybe it's my shoes. i was so stupid that i went to change my shoes when i went back to the dojo to take some medic stuff. then because i was holding onto too many stuff i stupidly decided to just wear my normal white/high heel shoes back. argh. maybe that's why. But maybe it was already coming. Cause i had the weird feeling. everytime i use my left thigh, i will feel this sharp pain. like cramp. so when i did the sprinting, it's like the more i run, the more i felt the cramp. like my thigh muscle is going to tear kind of feeling. freaking painful.
It already happened. IDK what to do now. I think maybe i torn something in my knee again. i think it's a little swollen. cannot really tell maybe because i am too fat. >.< but something is moving in my knee. idk whether i should tell my mother. i just told her that i hurt my knee again. then she say i'd better not tear anything again. argh. it's not that i want to tear anything wad. haixx. i don't want to be crippled. zzz. why can everyone else be fine after pt but not me? why must everything happen to me.argh?!?
i'm crazy now. emo. but i must be happy. force myself to smile. >.<
I was kinda satisfied since I managed to finish my 6 R&Rs one time. So i thought that i could just survive training and go home and sleep. training was horrible. everyone was like sian okay. haixx. and i got my knee injured again. like sprain. painful sia. i almost cried. like seriously. argh. i think maybe it's my shoes. i was so stupid that i went to change my shoes when i went back to the dojo to take some medic stuff. then because i was holding onto too many stuff i stupidly decided to just wear my normal white/high heel shoes back. argh. maybe that's why. But maybe it was already coming. Cause i had the weird feeling. everytime i use my left thigh, i will feel this sharp pain. like cramp. so when i did the sprinting, it's like the more i run, the more i felt the cramp. like my thigh muscle is going to tear kind of feeling. freaking painful.
It already happened. IDK what to do now. I think maybe i torn something in my knee again. i think it's a little swollen. cannot really tell maybe because i am too fat. >.< but something is moving in my knee. idk whether i should tell my mother. i just told her that i hurt my knee again. then she say i'd better not tear anything again. argh. it's not that i want to tear anything wad. haixx. i don't want to be crippled. zzz. why can everyone else be fine after pt but not me? why must everything happen to me.argh?!?
i'm crazy now. emo. but i must be happy. force myself to smile. >.<
Sunday, January 17, 2010
It's been more than 1 week since I last posted.
What happened:
yay. I am happy :):):)
What happened:
- 9th January: my 16th birthday. went to commonwealth judo championship briefing. I know that is a little bit late but Thanks everyone who wished me happy birthday. :)
- 10th January: first day of the championship. it ended like at 7+ (luckily we didn't wait for the victory ceremony to end)
- 11th & 12th january: no sch because of championship but it ended earlier. LOL at all the stalkings. haha
yay. I am happy :):):)
Thursday, January 7, 2010
Great it's been one week since I posted. Great great great. I don't know what to post about.
I gotta new phone. The phone is kinda retarded but cool I guess. It has qwerty keyboard. :D:D haha
We are like having friday training. I am sad. Not a day to rest in between trainings. I must make myself get used to it man. If not I will get some mental disorder worrying to much about training.
We got a new co form this year who is like my cousin's cousin. Later he go complain to my cousin about how bad my la is. I very scared. >.< whatever. I must hope that he doesn't realise that I am his cousin's cousin! If not DIE!
Everything is like almost the same as last year. Lessons and everything else. I didn't really have the feeling that we had a long break in between. I hope that I can still remember what was taught last year. I threw away my IH assignments lah. like what the shit. now i don't know what to do about the first assignment. great.
SIAs are crazy this year. (I just remembered that i have to check what's fir bio sia on the lms!) okay. like all of them are due like so fast. Chinese and IH esp. and LA R&R... I just have to laugh about it. XD
Life's great once again. and i am going to be 16 soon. zzz
I gotta new phone. The phone is kinda retarded but cool I guess. It has qwerty keyboard. :D:D haha
We are like having friday training. I am sad. Not a day to rest in between trainings. I must make myself get used to it man. If not I will get some mental disorder worrying to much about training.
We got a new co form this year who is like my cousin's cousin. Later he go complain to my cousin about how bad my la is. I very scared. >.< whatever. I must hope that he doesn't realise that I am his cousin's cousin! If not DIE!
Everything is like almost the same as last year. Lessons and everything else. I didn't really have the feeling that we had a long break in between. I hope that I can still remember what was taught last year. I threw away my IH assignments lah. like what the shit. now i don't know what to do about the first assignment. great.
SIAs are crazy this year. (I just remembered that i have to check what's fir bio sia on the lms!) okay. like all of them are due like so fast. Chinese and IH esp. and LA R&R... I just have to laugh about it. XD
Life's great once again. and i am going to be 16 soon. zzz
Friday, January 1, 2010
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