yay. i've changed my blogskin. lol. it's like new. i guess. so i think nobody will have it so soon?

nvm. finished collecting all the papers today. my msg for EOYs is 2.11 which is like quite okay but i would have gotten less than 2 if i didn't fail my LA. :( and surprisingly i got A1 for my IH. I am totally amused by myself. It's like the first A1 for humans EVER! I thought I would do badly like everyone else for IH. it's like the point we went into the hall the msg for each class is shown on the screen and like almost every class's msg is about 3++ and so little ppl got A1 lah. I am totally surprised that I am the few. >.<>.<

and i think i am going to buy ipod touch the refurbished one 16GB. yay. it's $308. yay. yay. yay.
hahahahahah. I shall be happy today. XD

don't think that your smile can hide all your sadness

I'm blogging again because life sux. I hate this lah. It's like all so screwed. I just keep on feeling like crying. IDK. Why do you have to be like that? What did I do??? Do you just have to make me like this? Is that what you want? Me, feeling so horrible and wanting to cry everyday. i hate you.

Today is the first day getting back eoys results. I did not bad for chem and physics. but i fail my LA. whatever manz. i don't care about LA. All i did what to say that I failed my LA and you said that I am not good. what's wrong? wait till one day i decide to fail all my subjects and see what you have to say. but that day will never come. because i don't want to sacrifice my results just to see what you have to say.

First training today. I was like so scared about training these few days. i feel weird. it's like i've lost the feeling of training. I wonder what i've been doing for the trainings last time. It's like i keep telling myself that i have to start training like everyone else. but when i did training today, after a while my knee is pain again. idk what happened okay. it's like so long never pain already. it's like a strain. and it sucks. I think i suck. I always suck. I was already very bad at judo now i am even worse. whatever. all i have to do is to pass through all the trainings next year and i will be done. I don't want to go for competitions whatsoever. it doesn't matter to me at all. I just don't want to risk myself of getting more injuries. i am very scared about this. i don't even want to go for any selections for school team because i know i won't even get in. what's the point? go there and just embarass myself. it's so irritating.

I wanna cry. byebye

It's time.

EOYS are over!!! GAGAGA.

blah blah blah.. it's time to slack and have fun. stayed back today to wait for sheryin and youming. we watched yulebaifenbai in class man. For 1 hour man! Luckily when we finished they came back. then we went to cineleisure to eat egg noodle which i finished in like 5min according to adelle cause i was freaking hungry. seriously. then we went to hmv to search for the auntie lucy dvd which made us seem very weird. >.< we searched for like super long and finally managed to find it. and then we decided to go to ion orchard. blah. along the way we walked around taka cause apparently sheryin wanted to look at winx club stuff? haha. and we finally reached ion. blah. then we walked around for freaking long until everybody's like damn tired. haha. then youming wanted to go to the toilet. the toilet in ion is like OMG?! you won't understand until you see it. haha. then we walked to far east plaza to buy cheapo earrings? but i didn't buy. haha. we ate fried mars balls which was like fried banana. then we went home. blah. we walked for do long man!

and tmr's sleepover. XD it's going to fun! I guess! I haven't pack my things yet. >.<
blah blah.

and i just feel like saying this okay.
i am single okay. i got no boyfriend. so don't anyhow say already

whatever

I wonder why i still blog. it's like i am posting when nobody tags. i am sad. please tag okay. if you ever read this. you have to tag no matter what.

life sucks man. i dunno why i feel so sucky. it's like i feel like i have nothing else to do anymore. life's like freaking boring. like a piece of shit man. blah. Nothing is going inside my mind. I cannot think and I have nothing to think about. Is this good? My mind is literally blank. wth. i dunno i dunno i dunno. rawr.

nowadays i keep feeling like swearing. saying vulgarities. this never happened before okay. it's gross retarded and bad. but I just keep doing it. i don't like it lah. i am like having internal conflict/tension thingy like the characters in the text we do in LA man. omg.

blah blah blah. i am so freaking sian. bored. sick. out of my mind. empty. okay i have limited vocab. whatever.

btw. whatever was voted as the most irritating word.

I added the music player to my blog recently but i just realised that it is very contradictory. It's like I have so many videos on my blog. So when people come to my blog, they will watch the videos right? Unless they don't, then coming to my blog doesn't even make sense. So with the music playing, nobody can watch the videos properly right? that's why nowadays i don't really listen to music when i am using the com cause i am youtubing. :) I think I should remove the music player. hahahahahah

More Videos

I realised that my blog is full of youtube videos. But i don't care. youtube is so nice and cool. Here is another youtube video. By HappySlip. About my favourite facebook. :)



lol!

Well, this is embarrassing

This is what I got when I opened my mozilla firefox just now. When I saw the "Well, this is embarrassing." I was like ????? o.o? Haha. I didn't know firefox uses this kind of stuff. But that was because I just shut down my laptop without closing my windows. Haha. But i think the things i searched is more embarrassing then what happened to mozilla firefox. I actually searched for zhangyu on baidu. like so embarrassing. (auntie lucy) hahaha

Youtube Video of the Week - Barbie Girl by Zac Efron?

Hi Barbie
Hi Ken!
Do you wanna go for a ride?
Sure Ken!
Jump In...

I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation
Come on Barbie, let's go party!

I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation

I'm a blond bimbo girl, in the fantasy world
Dress me up, make it tight, I'm your dolly
You're my doll, rock'n'roll, feel the glamour in pink,
kiss me here, touch me there, hanky panky...
You can touch, you can play, if you say: "I'm always yours"

(uu-oooh-u)

I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation

Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)

Make me walk, make me talk, do whatever you please
I can act like a star, I can beg on my knees
Come jump in, bimbo friend, let us do it again,
hit the town, fool around, let's go party
You can touch, you can play, if you say: "I'm always yours"
You can touch, you can play, if you say: "I'm always yours"

Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)

I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation

I'm a barbie girl, in the barbie world
Life in plastic, it's fantastic!
you can brush my hair, undress me everywhere
Imagination, life is your creation

Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(Ah-ah-ah-yeah)
Come on Barbie, let's go party!
(uu-oooh-u)

Oh, I'm having so much fun!
Well Barbie, we're just getting started
Oh, I love you Ken!


I like this!

EOYs part 1 over

LA chinese and IH are all over now. All the tough papers for me are all over. Perhaps not all because there's still like BIO?! But most of it are gone now. I hope I don't screw anything up. I am so amazed that I can actually remember the stuff I typed/planned for IH essay and wrote 2.5 pages of it in like half an hour. I hope I can do well in my essay. But I actually didn't realise that the similarity question was like How are souces C and D similar?!?! And I wrote one similarity and one difference which is like retarded. I spend like so much time thinking about what difference to write lah. And some more when I was answering that question, the IH teacher was like invigilating my class and she was looking at what I was writing also. So freaky. I was still thinking at that point of time when I was writing whether I was writing something wrong cause she was like staring at my paper. Sian. And math. haixx. I am so sad that I actually saw the question wrongly. :( nvm. even if i see it correctly I still cannot do it. I mean almost everyone else cannot do it. For what I've seen. forget it. It's like 5 marks. I can still get the A1. But perhaps I would get some stupid mistakes somewhere else in the freaking paper cause the whole of yesterday I was like in the headache mode. My head was like freaking painful. When I did math, I hurted even more. And I was in a like half-sleeping mode also. My eyes were like damn dry and I wanted to sleep. But the main thing was I chiong the math paper cause I thought there were still like a lot of questions that I haven't do. But it turned out that I was fast. >.< And a lot of people didn't finish the paper. lol. I did the linear law question and I dunno whether I made the right choice. Cause the question is like only 3 parts and each part is like a lot of marks. But I thought the question was like easy. I think I do wrongly already. Means that I lost a lot of marks. And most of the people chose the other question. I think I am screwed man. sian. But there is still another paper to save me.

I think I should start mugging like tmr. No point mugging today cause I have to go out. I don't understand why people wants me to bring my stuff out to mug outside. Like people having family gathering why must you mug?! Crazy. Might as well relax and slck when there is time right. If you want me to mug then I stay at home.